Why do I sabotage
everything I love?
It's always beautiful
Until I mess it up

Why do I sabotage
everything I love?
The walls are closing in
Because I built them up

Baby, I'm jealous
Of the pictures that you like
Baby, I'm jealous
Of the girls with lighter eyes
Baby, I'm jealous
And I know that it ain't right

You say I'm the only one
If it’s true
then why you running?

I wanna testify
Scream in the holy light
You bring me back to life
And it's all in the name of love

Went from beautiful to ugly
'Cause insecurity told me
You don't love me
All it takes is a girl
above me on your timeline
to make me nothing

You've been dressing up the truth
I've been dressing up for you

I'm obsessed
I'm embarrassed
I don't trust
anyone around us
I'm a mess

Last hurrah!
And it's okay
Maybe tomorrow
I won't feel this pain

Farewell, tequila
So long, margarita
And Lady Sativa
I hate to leave ya

Maybe I’ll never change
But I’m still glad I came
Try again another day

I'm done with the ladies
I'm done with the fellas
Just saying..

I'm done with the heartache
I'm done with the demons
Can't wait to be normal
Right after this weekend

This is my last hurrah!
Once I start
I ain't gonna stop
till I go too far!

If I told you
This was only gonna hurt
If I warned you
That the fire's gonna burn

I can see you hurtin'
I've been through
the same thing

Oh, he don't love me
He don't love me
He don't love me
He don't love me
But that's okay

Everything gonna be okay
It's gonna be a good good life
I'm a mess for you love

I'm a mess
I'm a loser
I'm a hater
I'm a user
I'm a mess

You got me out here looking foolish
Look like a dog I'm drooling