I take a look in mirror
And I despise the silhouette
Every day getting queerer
Who else have you sexted

We'd have smoked cheap cigarettes
In our filthy, apartment
We’d have shared art together
And kiss each other’s pain away

Why was I never enough, dear
Go back to those first days of May
Why couldn’t you just be sincere
What the hell was that fool play

We’d cook trashy food
Carve our names in rocks & trees
Why’s everything so screwed
It’s killing me, this black disease

What you hide behind that beard
The lying eyes, you are so weird
I fell apart, I lost my self
Now I’m losing you and all the plans
we made.

Why was I never enough, dear
Go back to those first days of May
Why couldn’t you just be sincere
What the hell was that fool play

Why was I never enough, dear
Go back to those first days of May
Why couldn’t you just be sincere
What the hell was that fool play